M.agnets

I went for my m.ri this morning. As I'm walking towards the m.ri center I realize I have to walk past the nursery. There were two babies in there and people were in the hallway looking at them. I started to cry. I had to take a moment before I could go in for my test. Sometimes I'm strong and others, well, not so much. I filled out my checklist and of course one of the questions was are you pregnant. Af was supposed to be here yesterday but no sign. I marked the no box because I don't feel pregnant and sometimes it's late. With less than a 3% chance of getting pregnant on our own I'm not holding my breath.
I should have my results in a couple of days. I'm interested to see what the test shows and what my course of action will be. I'm tired of being in pain, watching every little move I make and getting little sleep.